Dear Mommy
You know mom,I am in heaven now sitting on Jesus’ lap.He loves me and cries with me:for my heart has been broken.I wanted to be your little boy but i didn’t quite understand what had happened.I was so excited when i began realizing my existince.I was in a dark yet comfortable place.I saw i had fingers and toes.I was handsome far along in my developing,yet not near ready to leave my surrounding.I spent most of my time thingking or sleeping.Even from my earliest days,In felt a special binding between you and me.Sometimes you would yell or scream,then cry.I heard daddy yelling back.I was sad and hoping you’ll be better soon.I wondered why you cried almost the whole day.I was hurt for you.I couldn’t imagine why you were so unhappy.That same day,the most horrible thing happened.A monster came into that warm,comfortable place where i was in.I was so scared,i began screaming,but you never once tried to help me.Maybe you never heard me.The monster gets closer and closer as i was screaming that i almost lost my tiny voice."Mommy.mommy,help me please...Mommy,help me!"Complete terror was all i felt.I scream until i thought i couldn’t anymore.Then the monster started ripping off my arm.It hurt so badly:the pain i can never explain didn’t stop.Oh,how i begged it to stop.I sceamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.Though i was in such complete pain,i was dying.I knew i would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.I wanted to make all the tears go away.I had so many plans to make you happy.Now,I couldn’t all my dreams were shattered .Though i was in utter pain and horror,I felt the pain of my heart breaking,above all.I wanted more than anything to be your son.No use now,for i was gone, but i didn’t know the words you could understand.And as soon,I no longer had a breathe to say them.I was being carried by a huge angel into a bai beautiful place.I was still crying,but the physical pain was gone.The angel took me to Jesus and set me to His lap.He said He loved me,and He was my Father.Then i was happy.I asked Him what was that thing that killed me.He answered,"ABORTION,i am sorry my child,for i know how it feels."I dont know what abortion is,i guess that’s the name of the monster.I am writing to say how much i loved you and to tell you how much i wanted to be your little boy.I tried very hard to live.
I wanted to live.If i had the will,but i couldn’t,the monster was to powerful.It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.It was impossible to live.I just want you to know that i tried to stay with you.I didn’t want to die.I am verry sorry,mommy.I didn’t get hold for the monster was very strong.Also,mommy,please watched out for that abortion monster.I LOVE YOU and i would hate for you to go through that kind of pain as i did.Please be careful."
Love,
Your Baby Boy
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